This is our relationship, in the end. It's the same memories, the very same logic of things, the same feeling of the somewhere else of the Beginning of our relationship! We are neither from here, nor are we totally here, the other place that brought us, claims us ... determines us ... controls our thoughts and our emotions. This emotion that I have and this understanding is not related to the experiences and the life I have lived on earth ... it's disembodied, pure and genuine as Light!
When thoughts are scattered and the body is intense, the space of our soul is small for the size of divine Love. And this space is created with pain or absence many times. When you seek God, you drive away from yourself whatever makes it difficult for you to find him, unintentionally of course. The quest brings different people close to you, fewer but more essential.