When you know the game you endure it, you have patience, you ask for less or nothing. I wish I could permanently reach that stage of not being, where "nothing" is found!
Again and again I'm in His words and His steps. I have the feeling that He's permanently by my side ... this has become part of me, I don't think it is otherwise ... He speaks in my mind and keeps silent in my soul!
I miss you, in order to speak, to come out of the deception of my absence ... I ended up talking only with you ... not with words, with thoughts, you answer me immediately, did you know that?