8. A body feeling like a wet rag, cannot see |
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A while ago I returned to the corner that troubles me ... to the corner I love ... to the corner I miss because it inspires me ... Throughout the whole journey, a strict voice, "my voice" told me that I don't have the right to exhaust the body that much and think that with two days' rest that will be it. "My voice" told me that with the way I act I don't leave room for Him ... for His voice ... for the strength I will need to endure listening to Him! |
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My voice told me that avoiding to see His path is not a solution, because you keep on running without reason and hiding behind endless actions which wear you out. I realized that when fatigue debilitates you, the Mind is not able to conceive. I realized that I do not have the right to think that every sign is accidental. A body feeling like a wet rag needs time to return in order to see ... to listen ... to endure ... I do not have the right to ignore something which is the vessel for greater things. That's the message my body gave me and I realized that this is more or less how one who loves you shows you "your mistake". |
My body worries because it gets the signal from the mind ... I am above it. I'm not scared by what scares it ... I exist where nobody is either afraid or worried ... My body often betrays me but my inner condition, when I manage to go deep within myself, is charged as if by an invisible charger and suddenly I regain the strength that had abandoned me ... |
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