Absolute quietness ... peace of mind,
vision, hearing ... The house has a spooky silence ... There's just me and my animals and some invisible
shadows that will lead me to a better knowledge of the truth ... Absolute peace as the heart longs for
and desperately seeks lonesome corners ... The heart wants to hear me, I want to hear myself, find my
needs, find the easiness of my pace ... Within the silence I want to discover my way. In the shadows I
want to see my own ...
I want to have the luxury to think about myself, to do things for me, to
lose myself in my own "non-existence". I want to stop perceiving, stop observing, stop working for
everyone else. Finally, I want me, and I admit that for the first time ... Perhaps because I hit rock
bottom for the first time, so deep down that I can either reach the surface or "perish".
It's night; soon I will be gone with my dreams. This is also an escape
from earthly things. This is also a small illusion of the mind, which has limits, and sometimes goes
crazy ... Otherwise, what do we need sleep for, when a long lasting peace exists?