49. By experience I understood the error
of the infallible


Yesterday I was thinking and revising my beliefs, for instance that I was often indecisive about my life ... it was difficult for me to find the right thing, the true one, and only the "series of events" pushed me sometimes violently to my destiny.

We are two identical parts in all our phases ... There are always two solutions within us, both right from a different point of view. What should one decide? I don't know if you're acquainted with what I'm trying to say ... but lately I see everything double! I understand everybody's behaviour however strongly I may disagree with their decisions. I justify everything because I know that the different fits in everywhere. Of course that doesn't lead me to dangerous roads simply because I don't have any authority to use it the wrong way ... I am harmlessly flexible since by experience I understood the error of the infallible.