The landscape has a wonderful serenity and
sweetness today just like after the exhilaration of making love. A brighter sun, a magnificent sea,
competing with the colour of the sun, such inconceivable beauty ...
A long and unknown path ... The circumstances strange and mysterious ... But we are
steady as a rock as if everything acts in our favour.
I feel poetic and everything in my spirit works in a holiday mood ... We play truant
from the daily routine and travel to other places, magical ones,
to turquoise seas where even the pebbles themselves look like doves.
I feel amazing as if playing truant from the most difficult lesson of my school
(mathematics). But in the end it's beautiful here in my isolation.
I can breathe, I see the sun, the sea, I can think ... So many thoughts, sweetheart, so many questions,
so many whys, but fewer "musts". I believe my life has become more meaningful, my relationships more
Now everything is so relaxed, to be led astray by time, so as to reach their desired
point, which is none other than the place I finally guide them to, unconsciously ... I have so much love
within, I send it everywhere to whoever accepts it ... if just a small amount returns to me I will be
happy. This love suffices for the rest of my life and I'm sure that I feel my batteries full because of
it. My life has never had so much light, so much laughter, so much love. How much did I have to go
through in order to see with these eyes I have today, I wonder. So much pain, sorrow and tears for me to
become able to distinguish the great truth ... I had been so primitive that I bent my head and it was
natural that I only saw the earth only and nothing beyond or above it.
However, all this helped me to see things the way I see them now, everything helped to pick up deeper
messages from other worlds, messages which I once thought to be incompatible and unreal...