Night has fallen once again, repeating itself like everything else ... Thoughts, sweet sorrow, the need for a beloved voice ... Simple earthly desires after a day's fatigue in order to make it through daily matters and to observe ...
When we move to a higher level we lose beloved ones, because they cannot endure our vibrations, which are mysterious because they have changed so much ... No one is to blame in this case (as always). This is proof once more of the absolute loneliness of the Path. I am sure that we have never thought of the "collateral damages", because the journey was so exciting!! |
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Everything you manage to comprehend, you have already paid for on a material level. So this is how you prove the truth of where you stand ...
Life goes around in circles and so does the day, the thoughts, the feelings. Our love is a circle, which at times we think can grow ... but it doesn't work this way. It just remains the same, the only difference is that some people can't take it. They can't take the stability, the known, the unchangeable.
They need an accomplice in their changes because they can't tolerate themselves. It is hard to understand what you don't have, what you are not. What you consider as an insufficiency is difficult to suffice you, and even harder when you know within that this "insufficiency" is wholeness! Then they struggle to lessen you so as to reach you ... but all in vain. The house is solid and comfortable, it can even house them too.
Deep disappointment for the unconscious attack. Back to the place appropriate for each one. Too bad, because they could gain momentum from ours. I hope one day they get on the same wagon as us, where everything is ready and they will just relax by our side. And if they don't, it won't have been us who shut the door. Life might want to lengthen their journey.
It is painful to find out how little the people close to you, know you ... but it is also liberating, because it puts you on real and more genuine paths. |