36. Safety instructions

Baby, all this fatigue you experienced recently, before our excursion, resulted in denial and disappointment for you (not unreasonable, but far-fetched). This, by reflecting in the purity of your soul, became a ball of germs, which called for a way out ... it had to break out in order to cease being imprisoned ... it took time for it to develop, because you had made it strong, by contributing yourself to its creation ...

Don't ever give essence again to something, which only you can exclude through your attitude. Before something becomes a "source of infection", exclude it. You know how ...

I am sure you know the ending, it is in your character to be giving, to exaggerate, be passionate! So, you don't allow yourself any room to breathe, and just before suffocating ... you rebel! But then it's too late, because the enemy is in your body. Don't allow space for it to fit in again.

Set another pace to your life and be more selective. Nobody will blame you for that. Those who are in real need, will find you and when they go away, will not leave rubbish behind them, because they will respect your words and your time. All the others think they need you, and by always finding the door open, they forget to knock, and when they go away, they forget to close it. As a result everything you took care of chasing out of them, (malice, jealousy, self-interest), enters you.

 

The way you are, after every such meeting, it is only natural you become a sitting duck. Even on our excursion there were the "exploiters" of your endurance. Little by little, everything will be fixed. Everybody should learn to respect other people's silence. Don't waste yourself without any cause. You will be needed.